I have a lot to work on. :( I can’t just stay home being a bum. So I’ll start off with fixing my relationship with some friends that i miss dearly. I learned that I really have no time to waste anymore & a few friends are all i really need.. I also need to fix my relationship with my family. I’m probably the biggest dumbass for not realizing what an amazing family I have. For them to take my shit constantly..feeding me, giving me everything i need & not asking for anything back.. wow. Then there is my sister who has already hit the age of 20…in a few years she’ll be leaving me so I can’t let her leave without her remembering what an amazing bond we had. My boyfriend is the reason why I’m okay right now & that’s so sad. I have to learn to be happy on my own from now on. I really just wish I can go back and fix everything, but i guess everything happens for a fucking reason.